we are born, we meet, we live, we interact, we love
you feed me, you hold me, you support my weight, you inspire me, you hold me, you open doors, you tell, you restrict, you allow, you teach, you breath, beside me, and let me know, you are my elderly, existence of knowledge, in which I cannot, live without
and your absence, your non existence, your absence your absence in every event in the timeline of my life, can I spare some of my time just to be with you? I love you so.

Forrest, warmness, colours, nature, a glass cubical floating in an urban space,i want to go to tibet, i want to try...sleeping waking, can i try being without materials? 5 days. would anyone go with me?

是由於太煩忙是由於不想花心幾是由於害怕
是由於過分複集是由於沒理由
所以沒找你所以失去某點什麼
我害怕你不關心害怕你沒想起害怕我不是誰人
說出後結果沒改變吧

I tried, I am not an explicit teller, a fortune teller, a leader,
I love all the beautiful people i have met, am i one to you?
did you know my existence shattered when you forgot to hold me when i fall?
it broke
me
in
to
tiny
un
cur
able
pieces....
i cry and i cry and i cried...
there is a hole which has never been tried to
be fixed by you your busy schedule and i try to follow
the same stupid fucking stupid schedule of yours and
meet our material needs do i really care about diamond studded sofas
when my internal organs are wrapped with vines but you have
never noticed do you know the neurons looses its orbital power in states of sub zero climate and square pupils are beautiful

這樣的程況沒可能不令人聯想起暴力的需求
是要對著頭部狠狠的擊下去的強烈需求
我看著你門的動作跟著用拳頭打下去
頭蓋起樓了你知嗎但只發泄了一半
從復地來回十片便累了睡著

零晨三時六分起來把盛如的酒精喝下

零晨三時三十分起來嘔吐後再開新的玻璃瓶

什麼動人的廢話
什麼耗盡的情感
對著擦破心藏的人言語變成淺藍色的圖案
但圖案早被愚鈍的深黑色掩蓋