we are born, we meet, we live, we interact, we love
you feed me, you hold me, you support my weight, you inspire me, you hold me, you open doors, you tell, you restrict, you allow, you teach, you breath, beside me, and let me know, you are my elderly, existence of knowledge, in which I cannot, live without
and your absence, your non existence, your absence your absence in every event in the timeline of my life, can I spare some of my time just to be with you? I love you so.

Forrest, warmness, colours, nature, a glass cubical floating in an urban space,i want to go to tibet, i want to try...sleeping waking, can i try being without materials? 5 days. would anyone go with me?

是由於太煩忙是由於不想花心幾是由於害怕
是由於過分複集是由於沒理由
所以沒找你所以失去某點什麼
我害怕你不關心害怕你沒想起害怕我不是誰人
說出後結果沒改變吧

I tried, I am not an explicit teller, a fortune teller, a leader,
I love all the beautiful people i have met, am i one to you?
did you know my existence shattered when you forgot to hold me when i fall?
it broke
me
in
to
tiny
un
cur
able
pieces....
i cry and i cry and i cried...
there is a hole which has never been tried to
be fixed by you your busy schedule and i try to follow
the same stupid fucking stupid schedule of yours and
meet our material needs do i really care about diamond studded sofas
when my internal organs are wrapped with vines but you have
never noticed do you know the neurons looses its orbital power in states of sub zero climate and square pupils are beautiful

這樣的程況沒可能不令人聯想起暴力的需求
是要對著頭部狠狠的擊下去的強烈需求
我看著你門的動作跟著用拳頭打下去
頭蓋起樓了你知嗎但只發泄了一半
從復地來回十片便累了睡著

零晨三時六分起來把盛如的酒精喝下

零晨三時三十分起來嘔吐後再開新的玻璃瓶

什麼動人的廢話
什麼耗盡的情感
對著擦破心藏的人言語變成淺藍色的圖案
但圖案早被愚鈍的深黑色掩蓋

(oh and also, can you just blow it so it's a death blow instead of cutting me piece by piece by making me wear some tight criss cross leggings and cutting those fat pieces of stuck out meat with a dull knife? not that i really mind but it surely takes an awefully long time and soon enough you'll compain that stupid knife of yours won't cut well enough and you'll lose patience on the whole thing and i'll just be sitting here while you think of other ways... and not that i don't love you to know you aren't smart enough but i just hate sitting and waiting. i can't even wait for a haircut which at most takes an hour. oh shit i minorly complained. so yes continue to use your dull knife while i eat a buttered up piece of shitty slice and pretend the whole thing is fun as hell. yes funner than your fucking family.)

(hey hey when you smash my head, can you smash it against something flat like a cement wall or a wooden table? I don't like pointy surfaces like the corner of that metal table or the fridge door. Can you also do it in multiple strikes instead of random intervals cause it's more soothing. Thanks.)

MERRY-GO-ROUND, originally uploaded by drwalley.

Can you take me to an abandoned merry go round?
What happened to the delicate transparent ferris wheel that took us up above the mountains and into the darkness of the sky lite up with ten thousand stars?
When did we start to plan our trip to the deepest forrest where the Maya ancient temple erect? To breath in the religion of Tibetans, to wait in sub zero from midnite for auroras, to touch the narwhales, to feel the presence of spirits from rotten totems? When did we abandon our plans just like the merry go round, forgotten, between the tall grass at the park where no one visited?
When did the little particles of living took over and consumed our minds and took over our bodies?
To the deepest cave, I want to be with you, and live, in the simplest form, and lay down, departing, the, rest, of, you, we, go.

- do you have problems understanding social cues?
- we love high tech stuff cause we can be left in solitude, the inventions of isolation with virutal artifical social networks, our own special creative identity creations
- we hate sleep cause it makes us think and it lets our brains speak freely
- we want to break rules, we want to create bruises, we pretend to have control while we bleed
- we sent sms in class, we sleep and write poems and think about sex and dicks

soho, lanterns, pigs buscuits, plastic flowers, bald head dudes, reds (lots of), openers, unicorn flashy paperness, top ten books, cigarettes, deep red colours, more red and pink artificial paints, rain, soaked shoes, maps, thoughts around thoughts, missed calls, cheese, blue rides, do you know what i mean?

We love China Music.
索朗扎西 - 姑娘我爱你
徐千雅- - 坐上火车去拉萨
陳妃平 - 想一個人多麼苦
西藏之恋
月亮之上 凤凰传奇

Lies. Hidden secrets. (Putting your dick in married women.) Abstinence. Commitment. Past tense. Present tense. (Fellatio with co-worker.) Property purchasing. Multi-function toilets with music, heat, and water to wash your ass. Cigarrettes. Pink floyd converse and cds. (Masterbate to underage girls with fake tits.) Stripe shirts. Checkered shirts. Shiny shoes. Stuttering. Gelled hair. (Touching her young flat chest.) Words. Talk. Treat me to dinner. Treat me red wine. Treat me flowers and chocolates. (Digging nails into his white ass.) Monetary value. Automobile purchasing. High-end classic diamond watches. King size beds. Double king size beds with red wooden poles and pearl studs. Bird nests. Snake skins. Fox fur. Elephant bones. (Call up a hooker and watch her use the pink fat vibrator.) Pain-killers. Vitamins. Aspirin. (Amphetimines, MDMA, powders.) Smooth skin. Pale skin. Perfect body. Perfect soul. (Nicotine stained lungs, rotten teeth, broken hearts, multiple addictions.) Knock knock. Who is there? Just a liar and an empty soul.

西環, originally uploaded by meowgu.

西環街市價廉物美那為什麼商業化超市成為我門的選摘破壞街坊構通關係網絡還是一開始腦袋已不需要那些聯係圖的什麼粒子維係引力至小現在常試是這樣。

T3中的西環, originally uploaded by meowgu.

T3中的西環
喝了青島, 堅持要上街感覺台風。雨不停的下直到天文台改掛成8號也不想停的不段打下來。天空灰暗使本身已燈光微弱的客廳變得更為陰沉。音樂﹐青島﹐台風幕後的捷揍。獨自的派對。

西環大廈與大叔避雨中, originally uploaded by meowgu.

西環大廈與大叔避雨中。

西環大廈, originally uploaded by meowgu.

Aug 4th, 09 - 西環大廈
The occurence of T1 - T3 -T8. The pouring rain, the umbrellas, the half empty streets, the running couples. Alone, walking to hide from the down pour of frogs and cats, I, choose this apartment. The smell of old wet newspaper, the dark lifeless hallway, I waited.

大橋@灣仔, originally uploaded by meowgu.

Aug 3, 09 - 大橋@灣仔
Uni on ice, toro, sashimi, huge shrimp, fat oysters, fish soup, with lots of sake.

Habitu @cwb, originally uploaded by meowgu.

New vs. Old buildings. Are they vacant?
Update me.